Push Me

Red Pill

Blue Pill

Red Pill

Blue Pill

Red Pill

Blue Pill

Beige Pill?

Pink Pill?

Purple Pill?

Green Pill?

Yellow Pill?

Mauve Pill?

Aqua Pill?

Raspberry Pill?

Olive Pill?

Ecstasy Pill?

Antibiotic?

Anti-psychotic?

Benzos

And Breakdowns.

I don’t know what is best for me.

Tell me with kindness

Tell me with love.

Give me support.

Let me learn.

Let me learn by doing.

Once I have learnt I can lead from the front.

I don’t want to follow anymore.

Am I God?

Am I the devil?

Help me escape from this FEEDBACK loop.

Let me be my whole self.

Let me try turning it off and on again.

We can move on from there.

I need to learn by DOING.

I need to learn by BEING.

Just BEING.

I’m not yet thirty but I feel like I am in the thirty something club.

Help me.

Don’t hurt.

They say sticks and stones can break your bones but words can never hurt you.

They were wrong.

They can hurt.

They do hurt.

I will learn to police myself.

If you give me time.

If you give me space.

If you let me be myself.

Going inside now, I actually feel the cold.

It’s been refreshing.

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